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the story [Oct. 8th, 2008|01:47 am]
I forgot how abnormal and crass work convos are.

"home"
domestication and gypies, hearts and loves are here and there,
Walking by vibrations of a soul with the fury of the earths core.
In association the center is the heart of everything,
and the core of oneself is the heart of their essence.
the true path to enlightenment is within the center of ones reality.
the reasoning's of their existence, if they have been assigned or developed one.

if in fact one one wants to do great they must empty themselves of bullshit and only allow the elements that will excel them to where they want to be.  the core is the essence of your existence, your gold.




"work"

pussy sure is good. I'll fuck a bitch then nut on her face and then cut her throat open and dance in the blood"

"what if a dick had balls on it and the balls were little tities"

"would you suck johnny depps dick for 100 dollars?"

"Nut nut nut, skeet skeet skeet, slam slam slam, the sounds of one entering the pussy dimension"

"what if  there was a such thing as a robot aboriginal, that'd be some backwards ass shit."

"if a monkey was coming at me i'd beat the shit outta it, I'd fucking kill it, I'm not getting my balls torn off"

"I retire the word fucking and the word sex I now call it "pleasure sessions" where you just pleasure each other for 5 hours to tantric music"

"that bitch is so fine i'd nut in her then suck the cum right back out"
 


16 hours every day and the whole room is laughing

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azns? [Sep. 18th, 2008|03:54 am]
looking for art?

http://www.drawingboard.org/viewtopic.php?p=709196#709196
as it says first 3 are not mine. 

http://www.kevindalton.com/portfolio/

here is an analogy that might make sense.

"it as if you have a raging hard dick and you only get to fuck ugly pretty fat chicks for money. but you have this hot bitch that would come around to fuck but alas you gotta chase her and screw her free"

but that chase has begun and what I'm developing will have the japanese biting me. Thats how hard I'm going. risk taking and life living,  if you aren't living your life and striving to make the best work you can make then your blind baby, your blind.

to make it clearer the best work you can do is not going to be done under the finger of administration.

it will be the pain and hardwork that you decide to put into your own imagination. when you take the sledgehammer and break down the walls that you have confined yourself in.

and pussy chasing is irrelevant because you'll become the pied piper.

california another day driving tune, rewind it 3 times just to hear those trumpets come in.

Cibo matto-King of silence


K-os-superstar part Zero


btw new itunes 8 with genius and new visualizer.

I am in no means a mac supporter but whatever makes my music listening experience better im down for.


esperanza spalding- Ponta De Areia

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(no subject) [Sep. 15th, 2008|08:27 pm]

always a bananas song and video. just straight crazy as fuck. i mean the scropion who was just having its asshole poked. stabs her ass in the eye.



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how to succeed doing art for money. [Sep. 2nd, 2008|01:58 pm]
"If you dont like it your doing a good job!"

this theory works when you work on shit, and you know its shit but you are told your doing a great job. confusing huh?

pro's to this theory

you dont have to invest to much brain time into worrying if you did a good job or not because the outcome you know is ment to be shit. so if it looks like shit or isnt to creative, no worries. your just doing your job. collect your money and move on. 

con's to this theory
your working on shit and you will want to do something of value at a different place because you think they arent working on shit. but sadly the grass is always greener and you will most likely work on shit. even the best places produce some form of shit. because they are mostly likely wrapped up in shit.

that is unless your french of zany japanese.

if you not working on something thats shitty or you have the ability to do none shitty work on a potential shitty ending project. this is where thigns get confusing, you want to seeze the moment and make the project not shitty.

very stressful to fight againt the forces of lame.

but through, meetings revisions, different directions, suggestions. can creative integrity exist? this is how almost everything works or ends up. i've seen ideas go from brillant and cool to lame many times.  but shit is all about your perception, a good way to debunk ill thoughts towards certain things. but who are we kidding? we all know collectively some stuff is shit. it just pisses people off when someone says something is shit.

when someone says something is whack.

Pissing someone off when you acknowledge crap, even when they know its crap themselves i havent fully understood this way of thinking yet.

the same with white rastafarians.

its the phantom battle unseem to blind eyes. because in the end its all cool looking shit to the eyes that its intended for. we all need money to work and thats the main reason we're fucking around sticking our dicks in broken bottle for some pleasure.

take the money out of the situation and what type of art would you do?

there is a way to play these fools that control the paper if you have to play their games. and why games? because their playing you when they pay you to do work for them.
 
the exploitation of the proletariat's by the the bourgeoisie for example.

but not every institution is like this, they just are part of a system where they have to play to look after themselves in our rapidly growing individualistic society. its up to use to shape the future we would like to see for ourselves as well as for the community of artists we feel like we are connected through.
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I need some del taco fries and some super man ice cream, for real.


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an equation [Aug. 28th, 2008|03:49 pm]
experience and passion>style and influence

inside a equation

experience + passion + talent - influence=?

a possible unknown answer but inside that void can amazing things from and exist. nothign that is markable or can be bottled though.

tutorials? some are just way to pathetic.

its that easy that all you need is a tutorial?


unrelated




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Reelishym [Aug. 24th, 2008|03:28 pm]


real lyrics
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want to get work done! [Aug. 24th, 2008|02:40 pm]
tired of procrastination and your work ethic being run to shit, working last minute and feeling like a slacker!

-turn everything off! opt for people to call you rather than talk on aim! put you and your work first! even just having aim on and being away isnt enough because people will STILL talk to you. and leave you interesting messages with people getting punched in the face, chicks farting, dudes with breasts.

-tell woman no! i cannot fuck now, but maybe in 8 hours after i finish my work that will take me places in life we can fuck, and when we fuck I will fuck you will the power of 100 horses dicks.  because I will have finished my work, and i will feel good.

-don't look for distraction even though distraction is all around you. do not seek it out because you are to blame if you do this not the distraction.

-turn up or down the music and chill the fuck out and create. challenge yourself, go beyond what you think you can do. always top yourself, think of new ideas, think of what hasn't been done. make your work ill, make it dope, but don't copy!

-look at nothing that in the same vein as what you are trying to do, only get inspiration from life or other forms of creativity so that when you build your ideas they are based off of real things and not someone else's ideas!

-live in your world, be daring, but be cautious the less you are detached from reality the better your art will be, but the LESS people will understand you. so surround yourself with crazy people to feed this, or get some sane friends, who don't like weird shit.

-watch a stupid fucking movie as a reward so you can give your brain a rest and shit talk dumb things.

- know that noone will REALLY know if your work sucks in your eyes, as long as its interesting. but it is better to have substance>style than style>substance. because the second is just a fucking made up commercial hamburger to look good, in reality it tastes like shit. 

and last but not least

-recognize bullshit! and speak about it.

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arroz con pollo [Aug. 24th, 2008|01:57 pm]
arrroz con pollo and a tamarindo thats how you fuck a bird up, real proper.

big titties and a small waist, I wont front. ain't got shit on a big ass, a brain and some nice ass smooth skin, shits kissable. chocolate lips that i can kiss, put em check, i don't like that sharp shit. some chicks be acting funny, i need to turn off my phone and get a pager. vitamins cost to much and trying to live healthy ain't shit but another hang up. processed food unless you got the time to avoid you can phaze them. so its whatever, I'll still smoke alittle skunk, get fucked up, eat some vitamins, run see if i can kill this funk. but  as long as i love in the u.s.a im joining in the fun.

they play hardball well im learning to throw curves and i am letting you hit em, im throwing them right at your dome.

so whats up booboo can we chill or what? you be stressing to much, lay back smoke alittle ganja and shut the fuck up. why you talking so much, thinking so much? stressing me stressing you, whatever.

the game is played daily so dont forget your jersy when you wake the fuck up.

"Joga o Burro Pro Alto"
http://www.zshare.net/audio/1757563258354c74/

http://www.zshare.net/audio/17575204f9ea3bff/



more movies with titties plz and more drawn and painted movie posters.

bladow


when the cash flow comes in its going to on and popping

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The bullshit [Aug. 19th, 2008|10:53 am]
cruising and I look up and see that a nice talentless socialite has footware to offer more  impressionable teens that idolize idiots.

the bullshit

cruising alittle more and i stop next to a chica with a nice mint condition looking $200,000k+ white mustang © with the $100+white rayban's© and a white fedora. she almost drives through the street so she giggles and backs her car up while she plays with her $200+ Iphone ©.

I think about leaning over and telling her car sucks.
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jetting im jetting up town jetting im jetting down town. [Aug. 19th, 2008|10:45 am]
sept 19,  gotta make sure aside from hunnie dip who digs books i got the gush green mary love on my arm too. let me get backstage to meet lady bug, ill turn the game on like a  flamethrower

 
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